Ew. Exercise.

When my mum picked me up from school today, I asked if we could drop by McDonalds to have a McFlurry. She agreed....on one condition. And that was that when I get home, I would do some exercise. Easy right? Well no. I haven't gone for a run in 8 months - and yes, I was in cross country. I have avoided anything to do with running since the season ended. I think I am just to scarred from XC, so I can't face myself to run. I did dance, yes. But it wasn't intense everyday. And now dance is over, and I haven't done a thing. And when I mean a thing, I mean a thing. I have continued to eat like a fatty, and I just come home and sit on the couch. I am freely admitting it - I am a couch potato.

So coming back to today. My mum says I have to do some exercise, and knowing me, I tried to avoid it. I came home, read for a bit, and then had a nap (hoping that my mum would forget about it) but no, she didn't. I tried other methods, but today it just didn't work, meaning I had to get in my sports bra and shorts and start doing something active!

Since I have no motivation, I decided to go to what I can always rely on - youtube.

I found a video named 'How to lose weight fast in 15 minutes!' DING DING DING! I found my video. I quickly watched the video, and it seemed easy enough. There was a set of 4 exercises. Do each one for 1 minute, and then repeat the whole thing 3 times.

Well well well, I was out of breath within the first minute! I barely made it through 15 minutes! I had to have breaks in between, and I'm still so tired, that I'm lying down while writing this.

You know, usually when I read people writing about exercise it goes something like this "Oh I just love exercise! It makes me feel so energetic!"

Let me just get this straight. I do NOT love exercise one bit, and I don't feel energetic afterwards! I bloody love my food, and hate my exercise! Not a very good balance, unfortunately.

So this is basically a long post about nothing, but I think it has some sort of purpose...I have realized just how unfit I am. I am not confident in my body, yet I don't have the motivation to do anything about it. WHAT SHOULD I DO?! I need help, pronto. Otherwise I'm going to end up a massive fatty, and I'm not joking.

Ahhh, now I need to go have a shower, and probably take another nap. I'm only 15, yet I feel 80. *sigh*