Right now, there is a thunderstorm right outside my window. It's dark and gloomy and thinking about it, that's exactly how I feel right now. I'm not having a great day. At all. I thought it would get better in photo class, but when I went there all excited - my film had been developed incorrectly so I couldn't use any of the photos. That just made my day worse. I sometimes think theres something wrong with me. There is always someone pissed at me, and no matter how hard I try, nothing gets better. I try to be a good person. I do try, but a lot of the time it just feels like I'm not good enough. Like I never DO enough. But I try my hardest, and that's what gets me the most. I get angry that people cant see how hard I do try. Just like how a thunderstorm gets mad. I dont know. I just hope tomorrow is better than the last few days. Going back to school has not been fun at all. Not one bit.
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