Here I am.

So, my mum changed my password on facebook, so I can't go on...and so here I am...ON  MY BLOG :) 

I really should be do homework, but I'm really not in the mood for any shit right now. 

I'm not in the mood for anything at the moment actually. hmm. 

but this picture is pretty :) 

I think these photos are absolutely amazing!! I wish I could do something like this. I found these on flickr. The link to the photographers photos is...

http://www.flickr.com/photos/maramelie/page7/

The ones I have put here are only a few of the gorgeous photos she has taken. Enjoy :) 

My beautiful best friend comes back today :) 

worst feelings in the world.

• Being told that someone is better than you
• Knowing that you’re being lied too, and knowing you weren’t worth the truth
• Crying hard
• Loosing someone close
• Watching yourself get beaten down
• Falling apart cause your alone
• Being alone cause your falling apart
• Feeling like your not good enough
• Being told she’s prettier
• Being mad at someone because your mad at yourself
• Being told you are fat
• Breaking up
• Being used
• Changing for somebody else
• Realising that they don’t love you and probably never will
• Falling asleep alone when you know someone should be next to you
• Knowing you have to give up on something, when it was all you ever wanted.

I'm so lonely.

GOOD LUCK PEOPLE TRAVAILING FOR SPORTS :) MAKE US PROUD 

Why?

I often question myself, why do I  even bother blogging? It's not like anyone reads this! And to the small portion of people who do read this, why do you read this? To be honest, all this blog is, is just some pictures and posts that make no sense to anybody but me. Perhaps this blog would be better on private - meaning only I could look at it. But then again, after I've question myself...I answer myself. 

I blog because sometimes when theres no one I can talk to in the real world, this blog is always here for me. I can tell it anything, and I don't expect to be judged. 

Plus, it feels kinda good knowing that those few people who do read this blog, know a little bit about what goes behind my smile, and behind my thoughts. I just hope that I always will have a few people reading this, so I know I'm not alone.

 I've wanted to change my URL to this blog for some time now, but I always hesitate in fear that those people who look at my blog, won't be able to find it again....and soon, once again, I'll be the only person here. So thank you :) To those few people who do look at my blog occasionally. It means so much to me, and as long as I have those few people, I will continue blogging. 

bleh. 

REVIVE ME!

So yesterday, and this morning, a few of my friends and I kinda got fully into Call Of Duty -  black ops. OMFG! It's soo fun! We had it on zombie mode, and we got fully into it :) Hopefully, next time I play with the guys, they won't criticize me! hehehe ;) 

:)

AHHH, yesterday was a good, good day :) 

I love him :)