Beauty in the ugliest of times.

Rollercoaster.

Yesterday was pretty much an emotional roller coaster! I was up and down all down, and then when I went to the doctors, it got worse. My foot has been hurting because of xc, and the doctors says I shouldn't run for 2 weeks, and I need shock-wave therapy and physio therapy. I HAVE A RACE! sdkgfuhsdk. I left the doctors and just burst into tears. This sucks! But I won't let this get me down. I was given things for my shoes, and wearing them helps my foot alot! So maybe I could run? I'm so mad. But I realize I don't want to get more injured than I already am....idk. Life sucks.

ON A HIGH, I got a good grade on my chem test which I thought was HORRIBLE! :)

Frankie!

My  favorite magazine of all time is called 'Frankie.' It's completely different from all the other magazines I've ever read. It's not about how to look like 'this' or 'that' or what a celebrity is wearing etc. It's about quaint stuff. Like little stores in the heart of a city, and genuine good writing! I think it only sells in Australia, and so my dad brought it back for me when he went there last week. But hopefully it starts selling here because I love it!!! :) 

It's been awhile!

So SORRY I haven't been updating!!! Super busy this week, especially with running! Jeez, it's getting hard!!! Plus, my foot is hurting MORE AND MORE! Not too good. On this week's time trial I did get a personal best (for this season)! I still need to beat last years personal best but I'm not sure how I'm meant to do that! 
Today I thought I was pretty prepared for a chem test. LOL JK! They decided to put in EVERYTHING we haven't learnt! Not very nice of the teachers! And then  I think I had the hardest run of the season. Boy was it hot! 
I came home, dead, and just chilled and watched tv. I made myself the most awesome milo ever!!!! And then I had maggie noodles :D Healthy!!! ahah
Now I'm waiting for my piano lesson. Bleh, but it will be over soon. 
Love you alllll! :) 

Class time!

I'm just chilling in class. like a baus.

Good day!

Today was quite a good day! I bought my new running shoes. They didn't have my size in the ones I really wanted, but these will have to do! Hopefully they make my foot hurt less! Then I came home, and Woobae and I hung out, and now I am drinking a hot chocolate! I'm worried I won't be able to sleep from the caffeine, but oh well! I'm enjoying it IN THE MOMENT! :) Goodnight lovelies!

random thought:

I actually prefer posting pictures on my blog than writing. All the pictures I post, I post for a reason, so really...they show more about me than any writing does. Hmm. I was just thinking about that so yeah :P If you get annoyed by all the pictures, WHO CARES! It's my blog :) And I like it like that. toooodles! xx

HAPPY SATURDAY!

I want to travel the world!

One step at a time.

Worst day.

I can't even begin to describe how bad my day was. Math test, French Quiz, World Studies test. I didn't even finish my run because I'm injured, plus I burst into tears. And I came home, and my dad had to leave to Australia so I won't see him for a week. I cried so many times. My body right now is physically exhausted. I can't keep my eyes open. Ugh. So glad tomorrow is a friday. So glad. 

I cried about four times today. New record?

Mind, Body, Soul.

Happy 1 year anniversary Woobae!!!

To my boyfriend of one year :)

Thank you for making the past year awesome. I know we've had a few rough patches, but I really hope we make it through everything. Whenever you're happy, I'm happy :) <3

OH HAI THERE. IT'S A THURSDAY. TOMORROW IS A FRIDAY. WE HAVE NO SCHOOL TOMORROW. I'M GOING TO JAKARTA FOR XC. SUPER NERVOUS BUT WHO CARES! :D

Teardrop.

Fierce.

Be the light for me baby.

Update :)

I haven't posted on this in forever! Sorry :( But my life has been....OK? Monday was really good! I got really good results on some tests I had and I cut off a minute in xc! But then I realized I was injured, meaning when I was running yesterday it hurt even more MEANING I didn't run today. Even though I want to be able to keep up with everyone, I'm glad I didn't go today because I really want to be rested and NOT injured on our race on Saturday! Eeek. I'm a little nervous but I'm sure things will go ok. So cheah, that's ma life in a nootshell ;)

Juno and Nicoles Party!

So tonight was their party and I had such a great time! :) I love dancing so much! All the girls looked AMAZING!!! hahah I was in awe! :P Now I'm home. Just chilling. It's late and Cody simpson followed me on twitter. HAHAHAHAH WIN? ;) 

Juno and Nicole, if you read this HAPPY BIRTHDAY and I hope you like my presents :) I love you both!!!!!xxxxxx 

This makes my night!

So tired.

I am actually just so tired right now. Tired of everything! I feel like I have no time for 'me' anymore. I wake up at 6.30 am , school starts at 8. It's non stop until 3, and then only an hour later I have cross country. I'm finding cross country really hard - just really hard to find my internal energy and to push through it. Especially today. We trained so hard that right now I can barley keep my eyes open. But it's not just cross country. When I come home, there is no time to rest. In order to get my homework done, I have to work straight away. Then dinner. Then more work. What happened to the days where you could at least have an hour to yourself? Where did they go? I don't want my life to revolve around school work! It's unfair. I'm tired. I just want to sleep. But I can't. I have work. Like always.

I'm wishing my lovely Sophia a good day at school.

I miss you so much and wish you the best! xxxxxxx

Dinner.

Went out for a lovely dinner with mum and dad! It was fathers day (in australia) so we celebrated that! :) Today I wore something a little different that what I usually do. JEANS!!! :o and a long top!!! I was so proud I didn't die of heat exhaustion! With this outfit I just wore flip flops to make it more casual, but you could pair it with flats or heels! :) Goodnight world xx

Hari Raya!

Becuase of Hari Raya, we had almost a week long break! :) I went to Pangkor Laut, and it was amazing. Just spent the time at the pool doing nothing! I missed two days of school (hehehehe) and I don't want to even begin thinking of the work I missed! :) Tomorrow, I plan to go for a run, and then do all my fricking hw I didn't do :/ hehe. 

LOLLLL.