NO ONE LIKES YOU! KTHXBYE.

2nd Performance!

My 2nd dance performance went even better than my first one! Hardly any mess ups, and we made a completely new ending! :) One more show to go!!! Hope you liked it! x

Love themmm!

TEXTEXTEXT.

My new phone which I'm in love with :) It's a touch AND a keypad phone! Pretty snazzy eh? ;)

AWE!

YAYY! My first dance performance was today! And I was so nervous, but I think everyone did AMAZING! I made a few mistakes but who doesn't? Then after that show, I had a drama show. Boy, am I tired! So, if you're coming to the show in the next few days, prepare to be amazed! And if you're not going to the show, BUY YOUR TICKETS COZ YOU'RE MISSING OUT!!!!! I love dance <3

NEW PHONE!!!

Yayy! Okay, so my old phone turned off every 3 seconds, and I would never be able to send a text, but TODAY I GOT A NEW PHONE! I've wanted an iphone for a while, but never mind that! At least I can text now!!! :) YAYYYYYY. TEXT ME BITCHS!

What am I doing wrong? I'm pushing everyone that I love away. When all I want is to be close.

Awesome :)

So I've decided that every once and a while I'm going to put something that is AWESOME! Here goes :) 

#341 Saying ‘See you next year!’ to everyone on new year’s eve and then laughing hysterically

When you feel like the world is not as awesome as it should be, read this website to remind you. :) 

http://1000awesomethings.com/

lol.

5 MONTHS!!!

It's been 5 months since my amazing boyfriend asked me out :) And I can't wait for many months more! Love you babe x 

I Would if I Could.

Hello? Can anybody hear me? .....................................no. 

I'm falling apart....and I don't think anyone really cares at all. 

Sometimes all you need is a good cry.

So today was probably the suckiest day I have had in a long time. Heres a list of the few crap things today brought: 

• My sister moved back to Australia.
• I won't see her for another few months. 
• I was a loner at school all day.
• I hardly saw my best friend.
• As I was about to cry...the principle came up to me and made me clean up other peoples fucking trash. That just made me want to cry more.
• I was told my life would be easier without a certain person, which just made my day worse.
• I had dance from 3-6 which was exhausting.
• I was freaking out over my math test. 
• I am getting my period. 
• My bus dropped me off 45 minutes later than usual.
• I had piano. 
• I can't go to a whole party tomorrow, because I have dance again. 
• My mum isn't here at the moment. 
• etc
• etc
• etc

I want to cry right now. I really, really do. 

LOL.

Okay! So I did wake up at 5.45 am, but then I decided that sleep was more important :) I didn't regret my decision...until I looked down at my math test! DAMM, was it hard! 

But, I think in stressful situations like math tests, you just need to stay calm. That's what I tried to do. If I didn't understand something, I'd go onto the next question, and I'd come back to it. STAY CALM EVERYONE! 

Especially Sophia...I know you can do it xx 

Waking up at 5.45 am to study for a math test I know I'm going to fail! I love my life! -.- Goodnight everyone xx. 

Valentines!

Valentines day is tomorrow!! This is the day where you tell your crush you like them, the day where you show your best friend how much they mean to you, and when you say "I love you" to your family! 

Some people find this day depressing, when they don't have a valentine. But don't  be sad! Theres plenty of people who love you out there, and this only ONE day out of 365!!! If you don't find your love tomorrow, you will another day :) 

I personally think every day you should show your love! But show it even MORE tomorrow! 

Happy Valentines Day my loves <3 

Too true.

Please Remember. 

Things are always better, if you just talk :) 

10 facts about moi.

1. I used to roll down my stairs head first, and one time I hit my head really badly - I survived :)
2. Ever since I can remember I have been obsessed with cucumbers and olives.
3. I like to hold starbucks cups, as they make me feel slightly cooler. 
4. My eyes are completely different shapes, which makes putting on eyeliner, and eye-shadow so hard. 
5. I'm a dancer, but I've never been flexible. 
6. I wish I had less freckles. 
7. I can't remember what I was like from the ages 7-10, which worries me as I think I just blended in with the crowd. 
8. I only had my first kiss at the end of last year. 
9. I take ugly photobooth pictures of myself to make myself laugh. 
10. I want to make a difference in peoples lives, so I always randomly compliment people. 

Zzzzzz.

Good night everyone :) Sweet dreams, and wake up feeling bright and happy :) I'm going to try to do that, because when you wake up in a good mood, it carries on to the rest of the day. Night!

cbf.

I've changed my blog layout/background, to a much simpler design. I think right now, I just need to step back and breath a bit. My life is too complicated, and I should just simplify it! Starting with my blog. Hopefully you like this new layout. It should be a little easier to read and follow. If you don't think it is, or if you just randomly want to, you can comment me!! But if you cbf then I'm all coool with that :) 

Favorite Song!

I listen to this song again and again and again :) It's an Australian band! FTW! 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wk14hbVytr4

Fight or Flight.

I hate fighting. Especially with people I love. It just makes me so depressed. When I'm in a fight with someone, I look down a lot..because I don't want to look at them. I pretend that their not there, because then it doesn't hurt as much.  I try to act normal, I do, but I can't. 


All I want to do is walk about to the person, and hug them. They may be mad at me, but I love them, and I want things to get better. 


I can usually last about half a day - then at lunch, I just go up to the person, or they go up to me, and we work things out. At first, I'm still sad...but then things get better. 


I'm not longer fighting with one of the people I love most, and that always brightens my mood. 

Sorryy!

Sorry that I haven't updated in a while :( That will change!!!!!!!

Love.

“I love you,
Not only for what you are,
But for what I am
When I am with you.
I love you,
Not only for what
You have made of yourself,
But for what
You are making of me.
I love you
For the part of me
That you bring out;
I love you
For putting your hand
Into my heaped-up heart
And passing over
All the foolish, weak things
That you can’t help
Dimly seeing there,
And for drawing out
Into the light
All the beautiful belongings
That no one else had looked
Quite far enough to find.
I love you because you
Are helping me to make
Of the lumber of my life
Not a tavern
But a temple;
Out of the works
Of my every day
Not a reproach
But a song.
I love you
Because you have done
More than any creed
Could have done
To make me good
And more than any fate
Could have done
To make me happy.
You have done it
Without a touch,
Without a word,
Without a sign.
You have done it
By being yourself.
Perhaps that is what
Being a friend means,
After all.” - Roy Croft

MY BLOG IS COLORFUL AGAIN! 

DANCE.DANCE.DANCE.DANCE.DANCE.DANCE.DANCE.DANCE.DANCE.DANCE.DANCE.DANCE.DANCE.DANCE.DANCE.DANCE.DANCE.DANCE.DANCE.DANCE.DANCE.DANCE.

Dance is my life at the moment! I danced all of today and I'm dancing tomorrow and Saturday!! Let's just hope the show comes together in time!! :) 

NEED FOR SPEEEEEED!

CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!

It's Chinese New Year soon! Do you know what that means?! Everyone goes on holidayyy! :) Except me 
-.-
I AM STUCK DANCING!!! And my whole dance team isn't even staying! :( 
I will be such a loner, plus I'll be tired!!! 

Anyhoo, to all those who celebrate Chinese New Year.. Cong Xi Fa Cai!!! Have a great one!! What I love about CNY is the lion dances, the ang pao, and the bright red color :) 
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!